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Post by mega!!!! Sun Jun 08, 2014 6:13 pm

[8:58:55 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: ugh
[8:59:10 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: i feel
[8:59:11 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: terrible
[8:59:24 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: like
[8:59:26 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: really
[8:59:49 PM] may-guh: like how?
[9:00:14 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: im sorry
[9:00:16 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: i just
[9:00:49 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: im sorry for being such a dick
[9:00:56 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: and not ever posting anything worth a fuck
[9:00:58 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: and everything
[9:01:06 PM] may-guh: no really it's fine
[9:01:12 PM] may-guh: i'm not much better myself
[9:01:13 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: ive never done anything good for otx ever
[9:01:26 PM] may-guh: don't tell yourself that
[9:01:29 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: hell my entire history on the place is just pissing people off
[9:01:35 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: and making everything suck
[9:01:50 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: i literally got thrown out of power because of both of those things
[9:02:04 PM] may-guh: but you've made everyone happy with your presence, even if you don't see it in your pony posts
[9:02:27 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: oh yeah sure
[9:02:29 PM] may-guh: we honestly awaited your return heavily once you got taken away
[9:02:36 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: maybe you did
[9:02:41 PM] may-guh: like i'm not kidding
[9:03:00 PM] may-guh: no, amsk8r was waiting for you, oaky was, etc.
[9:03:19 PM] may-guh: if we genuinely didn't care, would we dedicate so long to finding out what happened to you?
[9:03:45 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: i don't know
[9:03:50 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: maybe you would?
[9:03:59 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: but you certainly don't act like you care sometimes
[9:04:17 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: or at the very least dont act like you are happy to have me around
[9:05:13 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: honestly i dont even know why i bother to post anything in pb anymore
[9:05:19 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: its just really depressing
[9:05:33 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: i know nobody cares about ponies but
[9:05:50 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: its really not fun to be shouted down with "your gay" every time i make a post
[9:05:57 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: especially not on account of my sexuality issues
[9:06:05 PM] may-guh: true, true
[9:06:10 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: i know i dont act like i care but seriously
[9:06:20 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: for months ive just kind of progressively wanted to give up on the entire section
[9:06:34 PM] may-guh: i mean don't consider yourself the only one with issues
[9:06:50 PM] may-guh: there's plenty of us who are into shit like anime
[9:07:21 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: yea but
[9:07:30 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: people are at least a little tolerant of that
[9:07:38 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: not so with ponies
[9:07:56 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: im the only one who cares anymore
[9:08:01 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: i am alone
[9:08:13 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: i dont have people who are like me to sympathize with
[9:08:18 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: it's just me.
[9:08:51 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: im sorry i gotta go for a bit
[9:08:55 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: just
[9:09:00 PM] may-guh: alright
[9:09:05 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: ill be back soon i hope
[9:09:09 PM] may-guh: remember i can relate with your struggles
[9:09:25 PM] Einstabpfival Gildaa: if youd be okay with it can you post this on ottd i know they dont act like they care but im sure they do
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Post by chill the fuck out Sun Jun 08, 2014 7:24 pm

rt man... if you ever need a helping hand i will be your friend dude. i know how this shit is. i mean it know it dont seem like it but all of us have been through hell we are your friends maan.
fuck depression and shit, god damn.

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Post by alyaza Sun Jun 08, 2014 7:55 pm

Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:17 PM
you know im not even kidding --
8:17 PM

im pretty sure sooner or later, with emphasis on sooner, i'd probably have ended up suicidal if i didnt do what i did today
Noah Spaid
8:17 PM
damn...
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:17 PM
because it is really, really hard to go into pb
8:18 PM

every day, to make one post
8:18 PM

only to have it get posted with "your gay" and all that
Noah Spaid
8:18 PM
why dont you just join some brony community? im sure they'd appreciate it a lot more
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:18 PM
because
8:19 PM

i couldnt even stand to look at rp4
8:19 PM

and the fandom i hate.
8:19 PM

and the fans i hate.
8:19 PM

and the everything i hate.
8:19 PM

the only reason i even care about the show is the characters and the world they're in.
Noah Spaid
8:19 PM
well shit it sounds like youre stuck between a rock and a hard place
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:20 PM
it's a nice thing and i like how they did it.
8:20 PM

you know?
8:20 PM

but, it's the lesser of two evils for me to go on ottd
Noah Spaid
8:20 PM
right..
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:21 PM
because i would literally blow my brains out being on a pony board.
Noah Spaid
8:21 PM
i think it'd be better if you'd post it on a brony site, because there you wouldn't be immediately cut down
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:21 PM
tbh tho
8:21 PM

i kind of doubt it.
8:21 PM

i'm a shitty writer.
Noah Spaid
8:21 PM
just keep trying
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:21 PM
i'm an unlikable person.
Noah Spaid
8:22 PM
no, not really. maybe to some
8:22 PM

not everyone will like you. no matter what
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:22 PM
pony fandom would hate me because i pretty much destroyed their universe and turned it in to some shitty reimagining.
8:23 PM

and i know not everyone will like me but ive never been liked anywhere ive ever been
8:23 PM

why would a pony board be any different.
8:23 PM

nobody liked me when i was a serious poster on roblox -- granted i was 10 at the time but still.
Noah Spaid
8:23 PM
isnt the brony motto "love and tolerate"
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:23 PM
and nobody liked me on unillogical.
8:23 PM

nobody in pony fandom loves and tolerates.
Noah Spaid
8:23 PM
how ironic
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:23 PM
it's never been that way.
8:23 PM

ever.
8:24 PM

but, yeah.
8:24 PM

i doubt itll be any different i know that sounds extremely depressing and cynical and that i should be hopeful
8:25 PM

but i really dont have any reasons to be hopeful that anybody will ever accept me.
8:25 PM

and i mean -- i didn't even broach the fact that i'm a ponyphile.
Noah Spaid
8:25 PM
im sure you will find your clique one day. youre always welcome back here at ottd
8:25 PM

if that helps you are liked here
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:26 PM
yeah it helps
8:26 PM

i dunno.
Noah Spaid
8:26 PM
we might scrap on you about ponies but other than that youre cool with us
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:27 PM
someday i want to send you the christmas card i made for you
Noah Spaid
8:27 PM
hell i want it
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:27 PM
with its amazingly shitty cartoon rendition of you in my equally shitty robloxian style
8:28 PM

i made ones for you, mega, seth, ammy and spinny last year and i never got to mail them since i didnt have the money or your addresses
8:28 PM

i hope i can do it this year
8:28 PM

itd be really nice
Noah Spaid
8:28 PM
id love to see it
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:29 PM
ill find a way to get it to you or something
Noah Spaid
8:29 PM
alright!
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:29 PM
i dunno, maybe take a picture of it if nothing else.
Noah Spaid
8:32 PM
im making a video to honor you
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:32 PM
i hope i get to give ammy and seth theirs
8:32 PM

i really do
Noah Spaid
8:32 PM
i really want your card too
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:32 PM
nothing in the world would make me happier
8:32 PM

than to make you guys happy
8:33 PM

(insert a thats what she said comment here)
Noah Spaid
8:33 PM

Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:34 PM
"I don't know about Nona but running off because you feel bad about breaking your charger or some shit and making this into something way more dramatic than it should be is a pretty lame move. No respect from me man

Cya"
8:34 PM

eh.
Noah Spaid
8:34 PM
who said that?
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:34 PM
that's ammy.
Noah Spaid
8:34 PM
daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamnnn harsh as fuck
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:34 PM
i guess he thinks this is over my charger??
8:34 PM

i dunno.
Noah Spaid
8:35 PM
eh he can miscontrue things every now and then
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:35 PM
the charger thing was mostly a coincidence ive been pretty much down since i got home from a party and someone rang the door bell about an hour after i got home and it got wrapped around my foot and i took a step and yanked the whole damn thing in half
8:36 PM

im still not sure how.
8:36 PM

like, i actually split the thing in half about six inches away from where it plugs in to my computer.
Noah Spaid
8:36 PM
wow god damn
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:36 PM
i didnt even think it was possible to do that.
Noah Spaid
8:36 PM
me neither, ive accidentally yanked cords before but they never broke
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:36 PM
luckily, i can get a replacement part, i think, and it'll only be like 20 dollars.
8:37 PM

but until then im pretty much locked out of my computer when it dies.
8:37 PM

which is becoming closer and closer to a reality.
8:37 PM

38% right now.
Noah Spaid
8:37 PM
time is of the essence
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:37 PM
i dont really mind.
8:38 PM

i just kind of want to spend this last bit of time with otx cuz you're all my best friends and i dont want to be alone
8:38 PM

i really dont.
8:38 PM

i dont know what im going to do if i cant get the part.
8:38 PM

although im sure i will
Noah Spaid
8:39 PM
we'll always be back on ottd, when you return, if you need someone to talk to, etc.
8:39 PM

are you going to be gone until you can get the part or if you get it are you still going to be on an extended vacation?
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:39 PM
i dont know.
8:39 PM

it depends on when i get the part i need.
8:40 PM

which could be anywhere from tomorrow to a week from now.
8:40 PM

if its tomorrow, def.
Noah Spaid
8:40 PM
ah
Einstabpfival Gildaa
8:40 PM
a week from now? depends on how im feeling.
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get blazed nerd
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Post by Urethra Franklin Sun Jun 08, 2014 8:58 pm

part of me wants to go "self deprecation LOL" but again i'm not that much of a dick

i ain't gonna pity you, but do whatever you think you need to do

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Post by alyaza Mon Jun 09, 2014 4:53 pm

it's good to see the public opinion is pretty much split down the middle. i don't particularly care much myself.
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Post by chill the fuck out Mon Jun 09, 2014 5:54 pm

slamjamsk8r wrote:it's good to see the public opinion is pretty much split down the middle. i don't particularly care much myself.
you've made that relatively clear by stating that you dont care anymore
despite 75% of the time when someone says they dont care, they have some form of emotion towards the subject, but can't be assed, or dont want to say but yknow diddly dangel
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Post by SmokeTheHardest 420 2k14 Mon Jun 09, 2014 6:03 pm

who down voted my advice to haze it blaze it?!
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Post by alyaza Mon Jun 09, 2014 8:00 pm

i bet it was someone who was against weed  doctorate of quality 
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Post by alyaza Mon Jun 09, 2014 8:00 pm

remember kids, "don't smoke, crack is a joke!"  liberal arts degree 
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Post by SmokeTheHardest 420 2k14 Mon Jun 09, 2014 8:38 pm

black don't crack
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Post by alyaza Thu Jun 12, 2014 5:30 pm

me and mega are having another one of these chats where we just kind of share our problems

it is unbelievably depressing sometimes
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Post by glorious master caster Fri Jun 13, 2014 2:32 pm

SmokeTheHardest 420 2k14 wrote:who down voted my advice to haze it blaze it?!
sXe FOR LIFE
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Post by glorious master caster Fri Jun 13, 2014 2:33 pm

do not worry friend, i upvoted your glorious post
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Post by alyaza Fri Jun 13, 2014 2:38 pm

upboat!!
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Post by alyaza Thu Aug 07, 2014 12:58 pm

wow this is retarded
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